http://shimotsuki.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] shimotsuki.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] author_by_night 2013-12-30 04:07 am (UTC)

So, I'm a big perpetrator of a wishful-thinking AU scenario, in the sense that I changed a canon detail and have written a series of ficlets set in one consistent universe that follows from that detail being changed.

I was always pretty skeptical of this kind of wishful-thinking AU before. Not that I never read it, but it did feel to me like self-indulgence on the writer's part. I still think that's true to a large extent, and I include my own AU fic in that condemnation, heh.

But here's why I decided to write AU -- keeping the details vague for the sake of discussion (though anyone who's read my fic knows what I'm talking about so it's not a secret, lol). At the very end of a long series, there were many character deaths. The deaths of two specific characters made me sad (and angry) to the extent that writing fic in that fandom was no longer fun, and I didn't want to do it anymore. Even writing fic set during the canon timeline before the character deaths wasn't fun, because I knew what was coming for my favorite characters.

But then it occurred to me to write an AU where the two specific characters survived. This made writing fanfic fun again. And so, even though I acknowledge that I am engaging in self-indulgent wish-fulfillment, I think it's worth it if otherwise I wouldn't be writing in that fandom anymore (or perhaps at all, since that is my main fandom).

Interestingly, the bulk of my fanfic is still set before the character deaths, so it's 100% canon-compliant. But knowing that I have written an AU future for my favorite characters makes even canon-timeline fic more fun to write than if I hadn't created that AU.

Childish? Probably. But in the end, I'm writing fanfic for fun, so I figure I might as well do what it takes for it to be fun for me.

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