Explanation

[author_by_night]

Okay.

I made a post, and I'm aware it was generally bitchy, controversial, and otherwise could be taken as an insult.

I do apologize that it came out that way. But it wasn't really like some people took it - and maybe that was my fault.

I don't have SQ87. I don't have Sugar Quill. I'm annoyed with some people at the site.

Compare it to a family; I love my family to death, but do I sometimes have issues, and need to vent? Absolutely. Doesn't mean there's no love.

I also know sometimes I give people the impression I'm a miserable, unhappy person. I'm actually happy,I guess I just vent a lot here when I need to.

I'm sorry I offended/worried. 

I do wish I could be more cheerful more often here.

Comments

[mysticblueside.livejournal.com]

What post? Oh, did you delete it? Hmm. I didn't see it, I don't think.

I know what you mean, though. I mostly post about stuff to vent, and I know I must sound so depressed and woebegone, but in reality I'm normally really happy. *shrug*

Now I'm wondering if what (or whom) was annoying you was the same as what irked me...;)

[author-by-night.livejournal.com]

I'm filtering it, actually. I was just annoyed at a certain admin at SQ, and some people took it wrong, because as usual I flew off the handle, and made it look like I was saying "OMGSQSUX."

I'd rather just forget the whole thing. God. Why can't I keep my mouth shut.

And now everyone probably thinks i'm playing the "OMGSOSORRY" game, which I'm not. I'm only sorry it was taken the wrong way, and that I didn't filter for people I knew would be offended.